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Would you like a towel? Part One.

"What the HELL happaned?" How could I had known she would've been mad. "I didnt do it." I lied. "Neither did I." Said Nathan. Now I felt bad. "Bullshit, who broke my mirror?" Did I want to tell her I did? I saw a PERSON walk through it. Who would'nt want to break it? "I did it." The words slipped. "Why did you do it, Stel?" I tried to think of a quick lie. How am I suppose to explain what I saw? "I got mad and threw my brush." I wa shoping she wouldn't notice me on my toes. When I lie, I randomly stand on my toes. Jessica sighed. "control your anger issues next time. Until then, you owe me 200 dollars for a new one." Nathan laughed. I just nodded and quickly walked off. I needed to tell seth about this, he'll get a kick out of this shit. "MOM! Can I go to Liz's house?" She didn't really approve of me going over a guys house, even if we were close friends. "Sure, Stel; Be back by 7." I grabbed my hat and opened the doo. "Okay, mom." I closed the door and nevered looked back.

Seth was my best friend, people wouldn't believe it if they saw me and him hang out. He's like my Immature brother. We never had a romatic feeling, and we never will. I see his mom backing out of their drive-way. I smiled and waved. I nevered really liked her, and she didn't like me. After sex told her that me and him had 'sex' (we were in the middle of a argument) and she still believe's it's true. Trust me, he got his ass kicked pretty hard after that. I knocked on the door twice, a thrid time to make sure he'll answer. He opened the door and smiled. "Stellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllla!" He laughed and gave me a hug. I walked in and laid on his couch. "Lazy whore." he threw a pillow at me. "Whatever." We both laughed. "I have to tell you what happaned this morning." Seth laughed. "Saw more 'shadow people'?" I grinned and sighed. "Yeah and broke my mom's mirror." He started cracking up laughing, till' he fell on the floor. I threw my pen at him. "Not funny." He stopped and got up. "Yes it was." I sighed and folded my arms. "Anyways, what do you want to do?" Seth laughed harder. "Make out??" I threw a pillow at him. I always wondered if he had a crush on me. Since we were getting older, there's always this, awkward vibe around eachother. Oh well. "How about not?" He sighed. "Fine fine,how about we go to the wood's?" Ugh.........I hated the woods.... "Sure!" I got up and walked to the door. I didnt like the wood's, word in the town says there's been many unsolved murder's there, but Seth liked it. We made it to the dirt rode. "My feet hurt." I moaned. "Boo-hoo." Seth said, mockingly. We continued walking at a slow pace.

I Write Sin's, Not Happy Endings. ~chapter 10~ (Final Chapter) o.O

Anna Slowly Opened Her Eyes. She Coughed Abd Saw Blood, Slowly Running Down Her Forehead. She Saw That She Was Sitting In A Corner. A Blury Figure Appeared At The Center Of The Door Way. Anna Coughed Again. "Brent?"

What Ever It Was, Just Stood There.

"Answer me! Damn it!"

The FigureStartered To Walk Closer. "I'm Sorry." It Was Brent.

"I Kinda Lost Control." He Laughed at What He Said.

"Why The Hell Are You Laughing?"

Brent Smiled. "I dont Know."

Anna Could See That He Was Losing His Mind. "Brent, We Have To Get You to A Hospitble."

Anna Stood up, She Couldnt Stop Looking At The Scars On Brents Arms, And There Was Blood Dripping Down.

"Why? Theres No Need To Go." He Said.

" BRENT! What You Did Was A Serious Crime! Murder!"

Brent Looked Around. "But I didnt Kill Any Body."

Anna Looked At Him Puzzled. "Okay, Than Who Killed Her, Brent?"

Brent Frowned. "It Was The Voices. They Killed My Girlfriend, I was Going To Ask Her To Marry Me. They Didnt Want Me To."

Anna Didnt Move. Brent Started To Cry. " All This Pain That I causeed To My Self, EM!!! It Was All For You!!!"

He Quickly Grabbed His Blade From His Pocket, ANd Started Slitting His Arms. "Why Didnt They Just Kill Me Insted." He Sobbed.

Anna Didnt Say Anything. She Was Shocled, Stunned, Angery And Sad, All At The Same Time.

"Anna.......They Didnt Kill Me, They Killed Her.....Why?"

Anna Breathed In. " I Dont Know Why Brent."

He Threw The Blade At The Wall. "Go Get The Gun From The Closet."

Anna Didnt Move. "But...."

"JUST GO FUCKING GET IT!"

Anna Slowly Made Her Way To The Closet.

She Got The Gun, She Handed It To Him.

He Put It To His Stomach. "I cant Do It. Death Shows Weakness. I Cant Be Weak, But............I Already Am."

He Put The Gun On The Floor. He Looked On The Floor. He Found a Butcher Knife.

He Put It To His Throat. "Brent, Dont, Please." Anna Said, And Quickly Sat Next To Him.

".........My Life Is Gone Now. Emily Is Gone, If I Live, Im Going To Jail. Proving Im Weak Is The Only Way To End It All."

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Blank Silence After That. Brent Layed On The Floor, His Blood Running Rapidly Out Of his Neck.

Anna Got Up. She Went To The BathRoom. She Leaned Over The Sink. She Looked in The Mirror.

"I Just Dont Know.........." She Whispered to Her Self.

I write sin's, not happy endings ~chapter 9~

"fu(ck! Em forgot her wallet here." Anna said to pete.
'call her, She Probably isnt mad at you anymore."
Anna went to her purse and grabbed her cell phone.
"she cant stay mad at me forever." she laughed.
"is she answering?" pete asked.
"No, She Always Keeps Her Cellphone with her all the time. plus she's such a light sleeper. anything can wake her up."

15 min's later~

"damn it, she wont answer."
"Just drpp the wallet off at the apartment. She'll probably be there."

Anna grabbed her purse and walked out pete's apartment."

"God, Em. Answer The fu(cking phone." Anna finally made it to Em's Apartment.
She rushed out of the car and ran up the stairs.

She saw that the door was open and went in.

It Was pich Black in there. "em, Are you here?"
She Looked around for the light switch. She Clicked it up and saw a horrifying bloody mess.

She DIdnt see a body. She Just Saw A Blood coveredknife, and a baseball bat on the floor.

She Slowly walked to The Bed room. She Saw In the Corner, Body parts Pulled Apart. The last thing Anyone hears, Is A blood Screatching Scream Of Horror.

I write sin's, not happy endings ~chapter 8~

Emily thought quickly. She kicked brents leg and he fell. The gun flew out of his hand and landed on the ground.

"Emily, im so sorry." Emily looked up at him. "I just dont want you to leave me, em. please stay." Emily looked up at the ceiling. he tryed this before, what if he does it again? She got up. "brent, I love you. but you can no keep hurting me!" Brent nodded. he got on one knee and looked up at Em. "Em,, would you do me the honer, and be my wife?" He didnt have a ringbut he just held her hand. "brent, the answer is no." Emily got her purse and left the apartment.

"Anna, he almost killed himself. i didnt know what else to do." Emily,was in her care talking to anna on her cell phone. "Emily, he's just tricking you. he always think your cheating on him. if you stay with him than he'll probably kill you." Emily parked her car in ront of her aprtment. "well, I have to go and tell brent that I cant be with him any more." Em hung up the phone and walked up the stairs. Em un locked the door and it was pich black. BANG! something hit her in the back of the head, dark blood streams ran down the back of her dress and out the door, her skull crushed. than her body was dragged into the apratment and door was closed.....

I know something you don't! chapter 14, (and last chapter in the whole series)

I felt some one touching my neck, I opened my eyes wide and saw ryan. "aye he's awake." there I saw melendy and steven looking at me. I didnt see shaquese in the room. "where is shaqese?" I asked seriously. They all laughed. "we buried her, we cant have a decompsing body up here." steven said, than laughed. "im being serious! where is she!" I jumped up. "i am being serious, i buried her. she's dead, mate. get over it." I wanted to rip his throat clean off. "you bastered!!!!!!" I ran over and jumped on top of him, I threw punches. I got off of him, and he was bloody. "good move, mate." steven got up and wiped off the blood. "your turn, jon." steven looked at me, evily. ryan came over and held me down and the wooden floor. "bite him now!" melendy yelled. steven walked over and licked my neck. "pretty tasy, now straight to to the neck blood." he slowly sliced his fangs into my neck. I felt blood. "tasy, whats your blood type?" I just layed there, and didnt do anything. I lost my best friend so I mainly have nothin to live for.........................

"Jon! get up! your going to be late for school, once again." I opened my eyes. I saw my room! my mom walked in. "okay im getting up mom, wiat, what day is it today?" She looked at me puzzled. "it's thursday." she laughed and walked out. I couldnt believe it, so I was mainly dreaming? all that happaned wasn't real? I got dressed and skipped breakfast. I ran to my bus stop.I saw anna, but no shaquese. "anna! wheres shaquese?": anna looked like she been crying. " you didnt hear? shaquese died last night, something attacked her and no one knows what." she looked at the ground. my mouth dropped. so all of it was real, but how was i alive? I saw steven walking by us. I saw he had red stuff on his lip. "steven, whats on your lips?" anna asked. " oh, um... it's just juice." he licked it off. but i knew the truth, everything was real, vampires. All my wrost dreams had came true, and I didnt relize it.....

I write sins, not happy endings ~chapter 7~

Emily was in her room, reading a book, while everyone else was still partying (typical men XD) she heard her cell phone ring, pete's number came up. "hello?"

"omfg Em!!! pete asked me out! we snuck out on ashlee at the resturant and went back to his place!" anna squeled at the other side of the phone.

"aye, your going to make me deaf, ann by scremaing." Em laughed.

"you should come over to petes, we were about to go out to some clubs."

"eh..I dont think so, brent will probbly be worried if he knows im gone."

"come on! brnet always goes out and party and you never got to have any fun!"

"fine, i'll be at pete's im like a couple of minutes."

"sweet! okay,we're waiting."

Emily hung up the phone and grabbed her purse. She walked through the living room and still saw the guys still drinking, they didnt see her leave.

A hour later......sh

"see Em? I havnt seen you so happy." Emily stopped dancing to the tecno music in the background. "I was happy whjen me and brent started going out." Anna shrugged. " well, I kinda think brent forced you into the relationship."

"whatever." Em grabbed her purse and walked out of the club. "whats wron with Em, anna?" pete asked.

Anna ran to catch up with Emily, but she was already in her car. "Em!!!! im sorry! I didnt mean it that way." emily didnt pay anna any mind nd drove away, crying.

back at the apartment with the guys......

"hey brent, awsome party." Brendon said, as him and ryan and spencer were leaving. "hey weres Em?" brent asked.

"I dont know man." Ryan closed the door behind him. Brent went into Him and Em's room, he saw her book and saw that she left her cell phone there. he looked at recent calls, and saw pete's number. "the whore! I knew it!" He said outloud.

Down stair...

Em got out of the car and ran up the stairs to her aprtment. i knew Anna would say something like that! she thought to herself. she opened the door and saw brent laying on the couch. "where the hell have you been, Em?"

"I was with anna."

"really? why did I see petes number in your cell phone, did he call you?"

"No! Anna called me off of pete's phone."

"liar, such a lying whore."

"dont call me a whore!"

"I can call you what ever I want to call you cause you are a whore, and you know it. you were cheating on me with pete."

"I wa not! now you are the liar! I shouldve cheated on you anyways, like you cheated on me a week ago!"

"do not change the fucking subject!"

"I can change the subject all i want, im done and im leaving you, brent!"

Em went and picked up all her stuff. Brent pushed her on the floor, and took out a gun.

"brent put the gun away!"

"every one my whole life has left me, and im not going to have you walk out on me." he aimed the gun at her

"the only way your going to leave is if I kill you first." He broke down crying." I cant do it anymore! this is way too much, Em I have a problem and you know that!"

He took the gun and aimed it at himself....

I know something you don't chapter 13

we got to the end of the forest. we were infront of the same house i been to before. "okay heres the house." melendy said. she seemed eager for some reason. "now walk in and talk to brendon, he's on his break hour now, just try asking questions." I noded and knocked on the door, Melendy ran and hid behind a tree. "Hello?" a man answered the door, short hair, dressed causily, ?uh...im here to talk to brendon." his eyebrow went up and he just looked at me. 'you must be jon, im ryan. brendon isn't here right now. come on in, I can probably help you with what ever you need." I walked through the front door and he pulled out a chair for me to sit. "uh....im here to uh... find a friendof mine, her name is shaquese." he just smiled glancly at me. I didn't know why. " oh her. hm....she arrived here last night." I thought she was in europe? maybe not anymore. " can I talk to her?" he got up. " sure, she's in the attic, follow me." I got up and follow him up the stair.....the attic, thtat attic that gave me thoses dreams, at least I thought they were a dream. he opened the secret door, leading to the attic. "go up and see her." he smiled, and stood there, I slowly walked up and saw shaquese in the corner. sitting there. I ran over and hugged her "I finally found you!" she didn't say anything, she just sat there. "shaquese? talk to me?" I heard someone walk behind me and grab my shoulder. "she can't?" it was Steven. "why can't she?" he smiled and wiped off some red stuff that was on his lips,. "well, if I was you, I would check her pulse. " I grabbed her wrist and felt mo pulse at all. "what the hell did you do to her steven?!?!?!?!" steven smiled again. "well, thats between me and her, but I can tell you she was a tasty subjuct." he laughed. I knew he ment that he dranked her blood. Steven jsut looked me in the eyes, I felt dizzy. "Jon, if you were any smarter you would know that you are being put into a vampire spell, but I doubt you knew that." I fell down and hit my head on the wall, and it turned into a complete black out stage.

I write sins, not happy endings ~part 6~

A MONTH LATER........

"Hey brent! I need help with the food." Brent got off the couch and kissed em on her cheek. "be right back babe." he walked into the kitchen. Her friend Anna, got up and took brents spot. "haha, anna you know Brents going to drag you out of that spot." Anna nodded and layed back. pete walked in. Anna started blushing and turned her head around and covered it with a pillow. "hey em, hi anna." Anna's face was completly red. "uh.......uh.......hi..ya pete!" Pete gave her a wierd look and walked into the kitchen,. Anna could hear him talking to brendon and everyone else in the kitchen. Anna ran over to the door. "Anna you can't listen to their converstation, you pete wentz obsesser!" Anna put her hand over emily's mouth. "so pete your not staying?" Brendon asked i a disapointed way. "No I can over to say congrats for the cd relese, but I have a date with Ashlee." Ryan o_Oed. "what ever Ryan." Anna and emily ran back over to the couch. Pete walked out through the kitchen and waved bye to them. Anna got out when he walked out and grabbed her purse. "Anna where are you going??" She turned and smiled. "Im folowing pete." Em laughed. "You are such a stalker! Shaquese is going to laugh when she hears about this." Anna opened the door. "Whatever, I'll call you later and tell all about it." Em smiled. "but it's not your date, you date-crasher." Anna walked out and smiled "so." than she closed the door

At the resturant.......

"Pete, my hoodie looks nice on you." Pete smiled. "thanks Ash." They both laughed. Pete got up and walked to the bathroom. "Anna folowed and touched his shoulder. "Anna! I thought you were with emily and the others." Anna Blushed. well, uh......I came to uh, I realy like you." Pete was astonished. "well, I like you too, i didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you'll like me back..." he ran his hand through her hair. "hey, pete. lets ditch Ashlee." Pete grabbed Anna's hand and they waled out of the resturant hand and hand.

I write sins, not happy endings ~part 5~

A MONTH LATER.............

"Hey sis!" Emily walked through the door and gave her sister a big hug. "Hey, em. I haven't seen you forever, hows Brent?" Emily smiled. "He's fine, panic just relesed their new cd and their doing alot of touring, so now I get to spend more time with you sam!" The huged agian. "Hey, em whats that mark on your face?" Emily got nervous. "It looks like a bruse." "Uh, it's nothing." Emily turned around, sam pulled her back around. " Is brent hurting you?" Emily tryed to held back tears. "How can you let this happan em?" Emily fell in sam's arms. "He does it because he loves me. He apoligizes and buys me something to make me feel better, He hasn't hit me in 4 weeks, that bruse is recvering. you can't tell anyone else, okay." Sam knew what she was doing was wrong. "Okay i promise,but know what your doing, emily." She nodded.

A WEEK LATER, sturday night at Brent and Emily's apartment.......

"Brent! I didn't mean to flirt with that guy. he started it first." Brent walked over to her. "You know how much i love you, Than you want to go off and flirt with william, like it was nothin! Bitch." He grabbed her and started chocking her. he let go and she fell to the floor. "Im sorry, I let it get out of control." Emily was gasping for air. Brent bent down and kissed her on the lips. "I'll try to get help, Em." Emily sat up and just held on to Brent, never letting go......

I told you it was going to be a deadly romance............

I write sin's, not happy endings Part 4

"Get off of me!"Brent covered her mouth. "Shut-up, girl!Your screaming too loud and your suppous to enjoy it." She push his hands away. "My name is not "girl" it's emily." He looked at her. "Emily....thats a pretty name." She started screaming and he covered her mouth agian. Emily bit down on his fingre hard. "You bitch!" He slapped her in the face. Brent got up and turned around. He could hear foot steps coming up the stairs. He grabbed Emily and pulled her up and started buttoning back up her Blouse. "Act normal, okay? And I'm sorry that I hurt you. I really like you." Emily crossed her arms and halfed smiled. Brendon and spencer slammed open the door. "Is everything okay? we heard screaming." Brent had his worried face on. "yeah! we're okay, just trying get in a Quicky." Spencer laughed and Brendon pinched him. "Be serious, spence!" Spencer calmed down. "So how do you guys know eachother?" Brent started to think. "uh, we have been going out for 3 months, It was a secret." Brendon and spencer smiled. "Aww, when Ryan is concious agian, we have to tell him, i guess we better leave you guys alone and let you finish what you were doing." They both left. "Brent, did you mean what you said when you said that you liked me?" Brent nodded and Emily stood up and hugged him. "So, insted of being my fake girlfriend, would you be my real one?" She screamed yes and they kissed, but she didn't know about the relationship she was getting into was going to be a "deadly" one.....